Unbearable Pain: A Personal Struggle With the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It began on a dreary Monday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a intense sensation bloomed behind my one eye. It was followed by rapid jolts, like electric shocks. As the school day progressed, the discomfort subsided and then came back with increased force. Multiple times that day I left a colleague with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches returned frequently that fall, and once more in spring, soon forming an yearly pattern. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the shower, early twinges on the train, full-blown pain in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor finally referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
Cluster headaches often begin with intense discomfort behind one eye that lasts for three hours.
About 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the condition, and males are more frequently affected. Attacks typically begin with sudden, excruciating agony focused on a single eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or several times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in seasonal cycles; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites patients is the severity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported suicidal thoughts during attacks; the number dropped to four percent when they were pain-free.
One patient, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her episodes began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to many causes, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as drunken episodes. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after relocating, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.
Still, the failure to organize daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The first description of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the topic. They linked the disease to an malevolent entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Ancient healing records propose unusual treatments for what modern observers would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a distinct disorder, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European doctor who provided the first comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache occurring and vanishing each day at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by global headache committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel that supplies blood to the head. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the condition note this.
In 1998, scientists released the findings of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, published in a prominent journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better.
In spite of such advances, identification remains delayed. One man's attacks started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor looked up his complaints.
Specialists say delays in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other common headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A detailed history is crucial: on which side do symptoms appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, 78, has experienced the condition for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She thinks dentists still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a reassuring advisor guided them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode eased.
National guidance on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication administered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Preventive options include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of some individuals.
But leading neurologists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle determines the treatment.” Short bouts with occasional episodes are managed with abortive therapy alone. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the area of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve signals.
The national guidelines need updating to reflect a